Try Honesty

I had an interesting dream one night. I was on a date with Dr. Wilson, the TLC and also a bit shy doctor from House. It was very sweet and romantic, one of those dreams from which you wake up feeling happy. Freud said the general purpose of dreams is wish fulfillment like children dreaming of ice cream. Well, I am not going to over analyze it :P

How come it wasn't House in the dream? Everyone knows I am crazy about House. Maybe just maybe I like House because I see a little bit of myself in him. House believes that like political correctness, niceness is overrated nowadays. Everyone is doing great. Everyone is nice and sweet, the artificial, convenient sweetness, but how many of us really care? I often feel that when someone chooses to be nice instead of honest to you, there is slight possibility that they don't think you can't handle the truth. Have you ever tried to speak exactly what's on your mind? Feels great, doesn't it?! Some people say that I have brutal honesty. I wonder how I can still be alive! I apologize if I have hurt anyone's feelings, and it was never consciously done.

Isn't it depressing? Don't you think?!

Life has been a bit depressing lately. I am worried about my parents' health. I have a boss who is going through menopause, and whose mood is as unpredictable as the weather on the west coast. I am living in an apartment building that is older than me. The carpet is so old, that it is impossible to tell the original color. My upstairs neighbors are two well fed college boys. The only way they know how to do anything is to do it loudly. The old wood building has absolutely no such thing called sound proof. So I know for whatever reason college boys jogs in bedroom at 2am, and 5am, and they can still get up at 6:30am.

So what do I do when I am depressed? For the hundred and first time I watch Sex and City. Have you ever gotten that feeling that every time you meet a weird person or an odd thing just happened to you, it reminds you of an episode of Seinfeld? Same thing, whenever girls talk about a guy with PROBLEMS, there probably is an episode of Sex and City already just for him.

They say everyone settles at the end. It is only a matter of time.